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Writer's Block: Mind reader

In three words, describe what's currently running through your mind.

I'm too hungover.

Music Mixes!!!

These are the only 2 mixes I have as of right now, but there will be more to come!!!!
:D

Dance Mix!
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Summer Mix!
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Road Trip Mix!
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E-Books

Here is the entirety of my E-Book library!!!

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Music

Alright, here's the link to all the music I've got on my MediaFire.

All the music you can find there is listed below:
21st Century Breakdown- Green Day
30 Seconds to Mars- 30 Seconds to Mars
37 Days- Beth Hart
…Is A Real Boy/Was A Real Boy- Say Anything
A Beautiful Lie- 30 Seconds to Mars
A Christmas Album- Bright Eyes
A Fever You Can’t Sweat Out- Panic! At the Disco
A Lesson In Romantics- Mayday Parade
A Rocket To The Moon (various)
A Twist In My Story- Secondhand Serenade
Agony and Irony- Alkaline Trio
Alesana (various)
Alienating Our Audience- Mindless Self Indulgence
All I Ever Wanted- Kelly Clarkson
American Idiot- Green Day
American Jet Set- Kill Hannah
Appeal To Reason- Rise Against
Astro Lounge- Smash Mouth
Avenue Q- Original Broadway Soundtrack
Awake- Secondhand Serenade
Basshunter- Basshunter
Bend To Break- The Color Fred
Big Bad World- Plain White T’s
Breakaway- Kelly Clarkson
Breakthrough- Colbie Caillat
Britney- Britney Spears
Broken Bride EP- Ludo
Casadega- Bright Eyes
Celtic Woman- Celtic Woman
Chariot- Gavin De Graw
Charlotte Sometimes- Waves and the Both of Us
Chase This Light- Jimmy Eat World
Chiodos (various)
Chroma- Cartel
Chuck- Sum 41
Circus- Britney Spears
Classic Queen- Queen
Coco- Colbie Caillat
Collection of Songs Recorded 1995- Bright Eyes
Coming to Terms- Carolina Liar
Crossfade- Crossfade
Cruel Cruel World- Prozzak
Day & Age- The Killers
December Underground- AFI
Despierta Los Ninos- Mindless Self Indulgence
Digital Ash In A Digital Urn- Bright Eyes
Does This Look Infected?- Sum 41
Don’t Be Frightened Of Turning The Page- Bright Eyes
Don’t You Fake It- Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
Drunk Enough To Dance- Bowling For Soup
Drunk Catholic Kid- Bright Eyes
Elephunk- Black Eyed Peas
Every Day and Every Night- Bright Eyes
Fall Out Boy Piano Tribute
Fall Out Boy’s An Evening Out With Your Girlfriend- Fall Out Boy
Fallen- Evanescence
Fearless- Taylor Swift
Fevers and Mirrors- Bright Eyes
Foiled- Blue October
Folie A Deux- Fall Out Boy
Four Winds EP- Bright Eyes
Funhouse- Pink
Futures- Jimmy Eat World
Goodbye Blues- the Hush Sound
Greatest Hits- Journey
Guero- Beck
Hook Me Up- The Veronicas
Hope For The Hopeless- Kill Hannah
Hot Show- Prozzak
Hybrid Theory- Linkin Park
I Am….Sasha Fierce- Beyonce
I’m Wide Awake, It’s Morning- Bright Eyes
Immortal- Beth Hart
In A Jar- Kill Hannah
In Time: The Best Of R.E.M.- R.E.M.
(it’s labeled individual, but it’s really) From Under The Cork Tree- Fall Out Boy
Infinity On High- Fall Out Boy
Ingrid Michaelson- Be Ok
International Superhits!- Green Day
It’s Blitz- The Yeah Yeah Yeah’s
It’s Not Me, It’s You- Lily Allen
Jekyll & Hyde The Musical
Legally Blonde Original Soundtrack
Let Go- Avril Lavigne
Letting Off the Happiness-Bright Eyes
Lifted or The Story Is In The Soil- Bright Eyes
Like Vines- The Hush Sound
Live In Denver (Box Set)- Panic At The Disco
Live in Phoenix- Fall Out Boy
Louder Now- Taking Back Sunday
Louis XIV(various)
Mindless Self Indulgence (self-titled album)
Minutes To Midnight- Linkin Park
Modern Minds and Pastimes- The Click Five
Motion Sickness- Bright Eyes
Move Along- All American Rejects
My December- Kelly Clarkson
My Heart Will Always Be The B-Side To My- Fall Out Boy
New Again- Taking Back Sunday
No Strings Attached- N*Sync
Noise Floor ( Rarities 1998-2005)- Bright Eyes
One Cell In The Sea- A Fine Frenzy
Plans- Death Cab For Cutie
Prepare To Be Wrong- Straylight Run
Pretty Odd- Panic! At The Disco
Prospekt’s March EP- Coldplay
Punk Goes Crunk
Put Up Or Shut Up- All Time Low
Greatest Hits- Queen
Relapse- Eminem
Same Girl, New Songs EP- All American Rejects
Saturday People- Prozzak
Say Anything (various)
Screamin’ For My Supper- Beth Hart
She Screams Remedy (various)
She Wants Revenge- She Wants Revenge
Shrek The Musical- Original Broadway Cast
Simple Plan- Still Not Getting Any
Simple Plan- Simple Plan
Slow The Rain- Ingrid Michaelson
So Wrong It’s Right- All Time Low
Something Corporate (various)
Something Real- Meg & Dia
Songs About Jane- Maroon 5
Straylight Run (EP)- Straylight Run
Sublime- Greatest Hits
Take This To Your Grave- Fall Out Boy
Taylor Swift- Taylor Swift
The All American Rejects (self titled album)
The Best Damn Thing- Avril Lavigne
The Black Parade- My Chemical Romance
The Curse Of Kill Hannah- Kill Hannah
The Fame- Lady GaGa
The Filthy Youth (various)
The Fray- The Fray
The Greatest Journey- Celtic Woman
The Hazards of Love- The Decemberists
The Lonely Island- Incredibad
The Party Scene- All Time Low
There Is No Beginning To The Story- Bright Eyes
This Is Forever- She Wants Revenge
Three Cheers For Sweet Revenge- My Chemical Romance
Three Words To Remember When Dealing With The End- All Time Low
Tight- Mindless Self Indulgence
Under The Influence Of Giants
Underage Thinking- Teddy Geiger
Underclass Hero- Sum 41
Until There’s Nothing Left Of Us- Kill Hannah
Viva La Vida Or Death And All His Friends- Coldplay
We Don’t Need To Whisper- Angels and Airwaves
We Sing, We Dance, We Steal Things- Jason Mraz
When The World Falls Down- All American Rejects
Wicked-Original Broadway Cast
X&Y- Coldplay
You’re Awful, I Love You- Ludo
Zombies! Aliens! Vampires! Dinosaurs!- Hellogoodbye


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At the top of my page is the link to my entire iTunes. Request anything and I'll upload it ASAP.

URGH

It's like I don't know what to do about him now!
I want to be his friend while we wait, but at the same time, I just want him to get here so we can be MORE than friends, you know?

AND THEN AT THE SAME TIME, I DON'T WANT TO DEAL WITH HIS EMOTIONS.
I don't like how he's been since he got back home, really. I liked when he was 3 hours ahead instead of 2, I don't know why.

Am I horrible for thinking this?
So I've been talking with my ex, and I realized i DIDN'T fuck it up! I'm so excited. We've been talking EVERY DAY since I added him on FaceBook. We really like each other. I'm excited. He's coming back for Christmas, and we plan on doing a LOT.
MY best friend is heading back to school tomorrow, which I'm sad about, but I'm also glad he'll be back into doing stuff every day.
I visited my school, AMDA, on Monday with him and I am SO GODDAMN FUCKING EXCITED! There were so many amazing people, and the classes were just spectacular! I got to ~kind of~ sit in on the Stage Combat/Sword Fighting class, and it was like nothing I'd ever seen!
Also, the rooming there is gorgeous. You can only beat the view by way of NYC.

Jeez, how many times can I say it?

FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK.
FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK.
I messed up.
BAD.
Not MY fault, but I didn't help it any. Fucking shit, this WOULD happen to me. Because finally something good happens, and then I go and fuck it up because it's not "enough". It WAS enough. It IS enough. My bad, you know? But I'm glad I'm trying to fix it now..................

Fuck....

He looks wonderful.
D:

Fuck my dream

Fuck my dream, because I'm pretty upset that it ended. And I REALLY shouldn't be. I was dating a guy named Damian in my dream, and everything was pretty cool, kind of creepy. And then we were about to walk through these double doors into something that looked kind of corporate, and all of a sudden WHO came around the corner? My ex, Jeff. And he looked built and hot and FINE. And was like What the fuck? and punched Damian. So I immediately was like "Oh, jeff!" and hugged him and we started dating again, but we were taking it slowly. I hate when I have dreams about him, because it means that I'm really in want of a boyfriend and I'm overdoing the wanting it/romantic movies and whatnot. I'm upset because I woke up single.
D:
Great.

Jul. 16th, 2009

It's late. Well, not so much in my standards lately. But I'm tired. I had a long day. I was supposed to get picked up by my dad, but he decided to send his ex-girlfriend who now lives with him's daughter to pick me up after she dropped her mom off at chemo. Then we went kind of half-assed shopping and since her mom's chemo was gonna take so long, my dad ended up coming to get me from the store, which is right next to my house. Then a long ass drive to a gas station area in Indio where we got groceries and oil, and I swear to god my face was going to melt off from the heat. Then we drove more, I got tired and took a nap for 30 minutes. Woke up and me and my dad started blasting music on the way the Arizona. We finally got there (here) and it was storming and the river was moving horrendously fast. The river, by the way, is the border between California and Arizona. So when the river stopped moving and lightning stopped striking, we were good. It was 120F outside. fuck that. So we went to dinner, where I broke my alli diet by getting the least fattening thing there: fried chicken and criss cut fries. I feel like crap for doing it, too. But I'll be good from now on. I just have to learn to control myself. Then I watched about 2 hours of LA Ink in the living room while my dad went with his best friend (whose river house it is) to walk the ugly/cute dog. No boat ride tonight on the river because everyone was too tired since when they FINALLY got back, we watched Seven Pounds, which I had to explain to them. Now I'm in the dark in the same room as my dad, watching That 70's Show, and I'm tired as fuck, but I don't want to go to sleep. My period had better be gone by tomorrow morning, goddammit.
I LOOKED GOOOOOOD TODAY!.
:D

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Soon to have more Music and EBooks uploaded!

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